Winter

We’re moving to acceptance now.  Acceptance that we’re probably going to split up. It doesn’t matter how much you love each other if one of the fundamentals you need in a relationship is changing.

I will get the blame, perhaps rightly so, though I will myself choose to blame the illness that was my untreated gender dysphoria. I have to do this because if I don’t … the idea that I am spoiling my wife & daughters lives for something so apparently trivial as to be able to be happy as who I am, something many, many others never achieve for a myriad of reasons … Well, I just can’t cope with that and nor can I go back … that way also leads to darkness.

I’m just sorry, so very, very sorry to my daughter and to my wife. I didn’t mean this to happen.

 

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